I am pale and to myself I am unkind.
God! I want to fly away leaving this sorrow behind.
Or may be burn it forever and throw it's ashes in the running water.
No comparisons with anyone and no lack.
.. I just want to be whole.
....my life as of now.
take away the want to be, and say i am whole.. in perfect state for my spiritual beingness, which is ever expanding and inner related to the whole that Is!
very nice you should write more often