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Today i feel like i have had a free fall.and i don't like this sinking feeling i get falling down because i don't know where i am going to land.it might be dark in the woods with slimey creatures around.it might me in the water which i am afraid would just engulf me and remove my existence.whom to trust now?
i don't know whom to tell what i feel? i know this sensation.it is in my heart.and it is definitely not love.and i know its not hate.its FEAR.its the fear of the unknown.the wrong steps that i might take.the unknown people i might walk with.fear of the darkness that i might enter.where to find the light?
i see myself standing outside in the rain.yes i can see my home.i am banging at the door.i am banging on the walls.but i am unable to get through.its like nobody sees me standing outside getting drenched in this cold cruel rain.its like the stares that i get are the questions at me that where is my home and who am i ? its like mouths whispering shameless things and giving impish smiles.and all i need right now is the door to open so that i can get in and be safe forever.when will you open the door?
yes, i know whom to trust! its You!
it has always been You.my broken heart has been mended by you time and again.
i don't have to care about where i fall as long as you are there to catch me unscratched.
yes, i know where to find the light.that is inside me! i can experience that light right at the place i am feeling this fear.and i can see there is no darkness around.i am being guided at every step.and i am one with every person.no one is a stranger.no one is a second.
and right now my broken heart needs you again.
my bleeding brain needs your healing hand.
and my soul needs the refuge.
i don't know whom to tell what i feel? i know this sensation.it is in my heart.and it is definitely not love.and i know its not hate.its FEAR.its the fear of the unknown.the wrong steps that i might take.the unknown people i might walk with.fear of the darkness that i might enter.where to find the light?
i see myself standing outside in the rain.yes i can see my home.i am banging at the door.i am banging on the walls.but i am unable to get through.its like nobody sees me standing outside getting drenched in this cold cruel rain.its like the stares that i get are the questions at me that where is my home and who am i ? its like mouths whispering shameless things and giving impish smiles.and all i need right now is the door to open so that i can get in and be safe forever.when will you open the door?
yes, i know whom to trust! its You!
it has always been You.my broken heart has been mended by you time and again.
i don't have to care about where i fall as long as you are there to catch me unscratched.
yes, i know where to find the light.that is inside me! i can experience that light right at the place i am feeling this fear.and i can see there is no darkness around.i am being guided at every step.and i am one with every person.no one is a stranger.no one is a second.
and right now my broken heart needs you again.
my bleeding brain needs your healing hand.
and my soul needs the refuge.
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this is very powerful. It's interesting how the human condition is the same all over the world. Fear and Lonliness are the two worst feelings. We, as humans, need someone to share this journey through life with. It's hard to travel alone. Thanks for sharing these thoughts with us. 